1 00:00:07,240 --> 00:00:08,260 Mom, Dad. 2 00:00:09,080 --> 00:00:10,080 Megan's crying. 3 00:00:11,580 --> 00:00:13,200 I think she's hungry. 4 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:18,480 Mom? 5 00:00:20,740 --> 00:00:21,740 Fine. 6 00:00:22,840 --> 00:00:24,180 I'll just feed her. 7 00:01:07,670 --> 00:01:10,470 I can sit with him. I'm a neighbor. 8 00:01:15,790 --> 00:01:17,650 You don't recognize me, do you? 9 00:01:19,610 --> 00:01:23,050 I just moved in next door to y 'all with my granddaughter. 10 00:01:25,570 --> 00:01:26,970 She's the one that called 911. 11 00:01:28,450 --> 00:01:29,930 How you holding up? 12 00:01:31,020 --> 00:01:32,620 The doctors told me they all died. 13 00:01:34,180 --> 00:01:35,520 Even my baby sister. 14 00:01:36,920 --> 00:01:38,340 I'm so sorry. 15 00:01:39,960 --> 00:01:41,160 Where do I go now? 16 00:01:42,500 --> 00:01:43,580 I got nobody. 17 00:01:45,800 --> 00:01:48,240 Well, social workers are on their way. 18 00:01:49,120 --> 00:01:52,020 We'll stay with you till they get here. 19 00:01:54,380 --> 00:01:55,380 Here. 20 00:01:56,560 --> 00:01:57,840 It's hot chocolate. 21 00:01:58,520 --> 00:01:59,980 Thank you. You're welcome. 22 00:02:01,360 --> 00:02:03,700 Well, ain't you going to introduce yourself? 23 00:02:04,660 --> 00:02:05,660 I'm Dixie. 24 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:08,000 I'm Dawn. 25 00:02:17,060 --> 00:02:18,060 Hey. 26 00:02:20,240 --> 00:02:21,520 Did you sleep at all? 27 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:25,580 He sent another letter. 28 00:02:28,720 --> 00:02:30,680 You finally going to read this one? 29 00:02:31,230 --> 00:02:32,230 No. 30 00:02:33,290 --> 00:02:34,670 Parole hearings next week. 31 00:02:35,770 --> 00:02:36,770 I know, honey. 32 00:02:37,270 --> 00:02:42,210 Trace is begging for leniency, hoping to breathe a little free air before he 33 00:02:42,210 --> 00:02:44,350 croaks. How does that make you feel? 34 00:02:45,090 --> 00:02:46,090 Angry. 35 00:02:48,130 --> 00:02:49,430 Ashamed. Ashamed? 36 00:02:50,290 --> 00:02:54,690 Why? Because if I hadn't choked at his original sentencing hearing, I would 37 00:02:54,690 --> 00:02:56,310 never have been up for parole in the first place. 38 00:02:56,550 --> 00:02:59,830 You didn't choke. You had a panic attack. That's not your fault. 39 00:03:01,820 --> 00:03:03,020 I let my family down. 40 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:06,760 And no one ever got to hear their story. No one ever got to hear how much they 41 00:03:06,760 --> 00:03:07,760 meant to me. 42 00:03:08,500 --> 00:03:10,540 So is that what you plan on doing now? 43 00:03:10,780 --> 00:03:13,420 Yeah. If I can keep myself from passing out. 44 00:03:14,780 --> 00:03:17,040 I had another one at the firehouse. 45 00:03:17,300 --> 00:03:18,560 A panic attack. When? 46 00:03:19,040 --> 00:03:20,040 It was last night. 47 00:03:20,820 --> 00:03:24,660 It was fine. Rox was there for me, and thank God no one else saw it. Oh, Don, I 48 00:03:24,660 --> 00:03:27,940 wish that you would not think of it like it's this dark secret. It is. 49 00:03:29,100 --> 00:03:32,180 I ask these people every day to follow me into fire. What are they supposed to 50 00:03:32,180 --> 00:03:35,660 think if they hear that I couldn't even... They would think that you were 51 00:03:35,800 --> 00:03:39,900 I mean, it might even be good for them to see it, for you to be seen. No one 52 00:03:39,900 --> 00:03:41,040 needs to see this. 53 00:03:44,180 --> 00:03:46,760 It just bothers me this whole thing's coming up again, you know? 54 00:03:48,600 --> 00:03:53,920 Pain and the rage. I just want to make sure that this time the world hears the 55 00:03:53,920 --> 00:03:54,920 story. 56 00:03:55,640 --> 00:03:56,640 I understand. 57 00:03:58,000 --> 00:04:03,880 I don't think that the rage and pain is coming back. I think it's just coming 58 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:04,880 back to the surface. 59 00:04:05,160 --> 00:04:06,240 So what are you saying? 60 00:04:06,500 --> 00:04:08,960 I'm saying that I think it's always been there. 61 00:04:10,960 --> 00:04:16,019 And maybe this could be a good opportunity to free yourself. 62 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:17,600 By freeing him? 63 00:04:18,459 --> 00:04:23,340 He started a fire under my parents' bedroom over an unpaid debt. He killed 64 00:04:23,340 --> 00:04:24,560 family over two grand. 65 00:04:24,860 --> 00:04:26,780 He wouldn't be doing it for him. 66 00:04:28,300 --> 00:04:29,300 It would be for you. 67 00:04:31,840 --> 00:04:36,260 Whatever you decide to do, you know that you have my full support. 68 00:04:36,940 --> 00:04:37,940 I know. 69 00:04:43,980 --> 00:04:48,040 That said, do you know what Pastor Rick says about grudges? 70 00:04:48,540 --> 00:04:51,300 It's like drinking poison and hoping to kill someone else. 71 00:04:51,940 --> 00:04:55,140 Yeah, well, if it means he dies behind bars, I'm actually okay with that. 72 00:04:58,220 --> 00:05:02,220 You know what? Why don't y 'all spend your time catching real criminals? 73 00:05:02,220 --> 00:05:03,720 drama heads are easier to catch. 74 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:05,300 Oh, so he's a funny pig, too. 75 00:05:05,800 --> 00:05:07,400 Call me that again and see what happens to you. 76 00:05:07,760 --> 00:05:08,760 Don't. 77 00:05:09,940 --> 00:05:10,940 What? 78 00:05:11,060 --> 00:05:12,120 Call him pig again. 79 00:05:14,280 --> 00:05:16,760 Or you'll be fishing your teeth at a commode over there. 80 00:05:18,260 --> 00:05:19,420 What you went for, handsome? 81 00:05:20,960 --> 00:05:21,960 Bar fight? 82 00:05:23,750 --> 00:05:26,330 That's some idiot put who let the dogs out on the jukebox. 83 00:05:28,090 --> 00:05:29,810 Sounds like you did the public a service. 84 00:05:30,650 --> 00:05:32,770 So I take it you're a frequent flyer around here. 85 00:05:33,090 --> 00:05:37,870 I don't mean to brag, but they want to give me a punch card. 86 00:05:38,770 --> 00:05:39,770 I'm Don. 87 00:05:40,230 --> 00:05:41,450 Dixie. Dixie? 88 00:05:43,070 --> 00:05:46,590 Hey, you didn't used to live out on Oak Road, did you? Next to a house that 89 00:05:46,590 --> 00:05:47,590 burned down? I sure did. 90 00:05:53,040 --> 00:05:54,040 You're Dawn Hart. 91 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:57,120 And you're Dixie Bennet. How about that? 92 00:05:58,020 --> 00:05:59,020 Wow. 93 00:05:59,820 --> 00:06:01,220 What are you doing tomorrow, Dixie? 94 00:06:02,280 --> 00:06:03,860 Depends. On what? 95 00:06:05,260 --> 00:06:06,620 What time they let us out. 96 00:06:07,620 --> 00:06:08,920 There's no mystery. 97 00:06:10,260 --> 00:06:13,700 They're a sadder place than a honky -tonk at 8 a .m. I like it. 98 00:06:14,680 --> 00:06:16,740 Don't end up here unless you got a story to go with it. 99 00:06:18,400 --> 00:06:19,400 I mean, look at her. 100 00:06:19,860 --> 00:06:21,300 I guess you got a good one, right? 101 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:24,900 What are you scribbling? 102 00:06:25,780 --> 00:06:26,780 Inspiration for later. 103 00:06:27,700 --> 00:06:29,120 Are you a writer or something? 104 00:06:30,540 --> 00:06:32,420 Songwriter. So do you sing, too? 105 00:06:33,200 --> 00:06:34,200 Yeah. 106 00:06:34,640 --> 00:06:35,760 Just never in public. 107 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:37,380 I get anxiety. 108 00:06:38,020 --> 00:06:39,900 Well, you know, stage fright never killed nobody. 109 00:06:40,360 --> 00:06:42,760 Oh, I could think of something that has. 110 00:06:43,640 --> 00:06:44,760 You smoke or don't? 111 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:49,780 No. Then why would you monogram your initials on a lighter? 112 00:06:50,440 --> 00:06:51,440 They're my dad. 113 00:06:52,539 --> 00:06:53,539 Donald Hart Sr. 114 00:06:53,820 --> 00:06:55,680 This was the only thing that survived the fire. 115 00:06:55,940 --> 00:06:57,220 Kind of ironic, ain't it? 116 00:06:57,500 --> 00:06:59,520 They ever catch the bomb that you've done it? Nope. 117 00:07:00,740 --> 00:07:02,020 You want to know the worst part? 118 00:07:02,460 --> 00:07:05,880 They got a box full of evidence gathering dust in some warehouse. 119 00:07:06,540 --> 00:07:08,740 That's usually what happens when you come from where we do. 120 00:07:08,960 --> 00:07:09,960 Hey! 121 00:07:13,300 --> 00:07:14,480 Watch where you're going. 122 00:07:15,160 --> 00:07:17,440 You bumped into the lady here. We got a problem? 123 00:07:17,680 --> 00:07:19,140 Yeah, I guess that depends if you apologize. 124 00:07:20,220 --> 00:07:21,980 The lady can speak for herself. 125 00:07:23,060 --> 00:07:25,100 So, what was he on along, tough guy? 126 00:07:30,120 --> 00:07:31,680 Got a temper on you, huh, Don? 127 00:07:33,420 --> 00:07:35,760 Never think about taking a swing at what you're really mad at. 128 00:07:36,100 --> 00:07:37,100 And what's that? 129 00:07:37,280 --> 00:07:38,280 Fire. 130 00:07:39,080 --> 00:07:40,080 You're a fireman. 131 00:07:40,760 --> 00:07:43,840 Put all that rage into something that won't get you locked up or your brain 132 00:07:43,840 --> 00:07:46,940 fastened. You know, I've actually thought about that ever since that 133 00:07:48,240 --> 00:07:51,180 But what's the point when we both know it always falls apart in the end? 134 00:07:51,700 --> 00:07:52,700 True. 135 00:07:53,300 --> 00:07:56,540 But I bet it'd be one hell of a ride. 136 00:07:57,060 --> 00:08:01,400 Besides, I bet you would look damn sexy in that uniform. 137 00:08:08,100 --> 00:08:09,100 Okay, 138 00:08:09,760 --> 00:08:10,760 Dick. 139 00:08:11,580 --> 00:08:12,580 I'll do it. 140 00:08:12,940 --> 00:08:14,620 On one condition. 141 00:08:15,220 --> 00:08:16,220 What's that? 142 00:08:16,350 --> 00:08:17,710 You take a ride with me. 143 00:08:18,810 --> 00:08:21,550 If I make it through the academy, you start singing. 144 00:08:22,330 --> 00:08:23,390 Stage fright be damned. 145 00:08:26,150 --> 00:08:27,150 Deal? 146 00:08:28,930 --> 00:08:29,930 Don Don. 147 00:08:31,050 --> 00:08:32,110 Us against the world. 148 00:08:32,750 --> 00:08:33,789 What did you just call me? 149 00:08:34,190 --> 00:08:35,390 I said Don Don. Why? 150 00:08:36,150 --> 00:08:37,610 I thought you said Don Don. 151 00:08:39,730 --> 00:08:41,370 My mom used to call me Don Don. 152 00:08:41,730 --> 00:08:42,730 Then it's meant to be. 153 00:08:43,950 --> 00:08:44,950 Well, Don Don. 154 00:08:46,190 --> 00:08:48,270 You just made yourself a deal with the devil. 155 00:08:50,810 --> 00:08:51,810 To the ride. 156 00:08:59,670 --> 00:09:00,670 Proby, 157 00:09:01,450 --> 00:09:02,450 come here. 158 00:09:02,770 --> 00:09:03,990 What's up, L .T.? No problem. 159 00:09:04,370 --> 00:09:07,550 Yeah, I want you to look at this, and I want you to tell me what you don't see. 160 00:09:08,370 --> 00:09:10,310 Tell you what I don't see? Mm -hmm. 161 00:09:11,690 --> 00:09:12,690 I got nothing. 162 00:09:13,290 --> 00:09:14,290 Taylor! 163 00:09:16,590 --> 00:09:17,590 What do you think? 164 00:09:22,950 --> 00:09:24,550 No. That doesn't fit. 165 00:09:24,750 --> 00:09:26,150 Yeah. You two are evil. 166 00:09:26,350 --> 00:09:28,250 Y 'all are messing with me. No, no, no, no, no. 167 00:09:28,450 --> 00:09:31,170 Take a nice close look. I promise you won't see it. 168 00:09:31,450 --> 00:09:32,450 Can I have a hint? 169 00:09:33,090 --> 00:09:34,410 What color don't you see? 170 00:09:34,770 --> 00:09:37,330 White, green, blue. 171 00:09:37,950 --> 00:09:38,950 Ooh. 172 00:09:39,150 --> 00:09:40,150 Blue. Blue? 173 00:09:40,270 --> 00:09:41,209 Oh, blue! 174 00:09:41,210 --> 00:09:43,210 Blue! I don't see myself in the reflection. 175 00:09:43,550 --> 00:09:44,550 No, you do not. 176 00:09:45,050 --> 00:09:46,050 Wash it again. 177 00:09:46,170 --> 00:09:49,890 Uh, Rye, Taylor, since you're all so generous with your feedback, you can 178 00:09:49,890 --> 00:09:50,890 him finish. 179 00:09:52,170 --> 00:09:55,130 Okay. Yes, Cap. Rox, can I, uh, have a word with you? 180 00:09:56,030 --> 00:09:57,030 Sure, Cap. 181 00:09:57,570 --> 00:09:58,710 Step into my office. 182 00:10:00,530 --> 00:10:03,430 So, it's about that thing the other night. 183 00:10:03,890 --> 00:10:04,890 Cap! 184 00:10:06,130 --> 00:10:09,790 Yeah. Feeling okay? Yeah, so far so good. I just, I don't want it to happen 185 00:10:09,790 --> 00:10:10,789 again. 186 00:10:10,790 --> 00:10:12,890 The department has some great therapists on staff. 187 00:10:13,230 --> 00:10:16,290 I don't have time for that. I have to make a victim impact statement at a 188 00:10:16,290 --> 00:10:17,290 board hearing. 189 00:10:17,330 --> 00:10:19,090 I'm sorry, but there's no magic pill. 190 00:10:19,310 --> 00:10:20,970 Panic attacks are a trauma response. 191 00:10:21,630 --> 00:10:25,990 Every time I picture myself going in that room, my jaw clenches. I feel rage 192 00:10:25,990 --> 00:10:29,270 boiling, and I just try and fight it. My body shuts down. 193 00:10:31,970 --> 00:10:35,270 Behavioral therapy can work wonders, even in a short amount of time. 194 00:10:36,250 --> 00:10:38,910 It helped me a lot after a thing I went through when I was younger. 195 00:10:39,660 --> 00:10:43,820 One thing I learned, the first and most important step to controlling trauma is 196 00:10:43,820 --> 00:10:44,820 naming it. 197 00:10:45,500 --> 00:10:48,220 Good news is you don't have to say anything to anybody. 198 00:10:49,440 --> 00:10:50,520 You can write it down. 199 00:10:50,780 --> 00:10:55,120 You're talking about journaling? Yeah, I thought it sounded silly too, but it 200 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:57,180 was a lifesaver. 201 00:10:58,180 --> 00:10:59,320 Why would I even start? 202 00:11:00,740 --> 00:11:01,740 At the beginning. 203 00:11:03,760 --> 00:11:08,460 Okay, there's no AC, the elevator's busted, and whatever you do, do not 204 00:11:08,460 --> 00:11:11,040 the toilet and run the shower at the same time. Any questions? 205 00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:13,420 And you said it's $300 a month? 206 00:11:13,760 --> 00:11:14,760 Cash only. 207 00:11:14,980 --> 00:11:16,700 I'll leave you lovebirds to discuss. 208 00:11:18,020 --> 00:11:19,020 I hate it. 209 00:11:19,180 --> 00:11:21,420 Come on, it's right off Broadway, the Honky Tonk Highway. 210 00:11:22,160 --> 00:11:23,440 If I don't, don't. 211 00:11:23,700 --> 00:11:26,900 Hey, this is better than any place I've laid my head in the last ten years. 212 00:11:27,180 --> 00:11:28,180 That ain't a high bar. 213 00:11:32,270 --> 00:11:33,510 It's all part of the ride, right? 214 00:11:34,130 --> 00:11:36,350 Wherever we can be together, that's where we're going to be happy. 215 00:11:36,630 --> 00:11:38,010 What about all the times we ain't together? 216 00:11:38,410 --> 00:11:41,190 Well, you're going to be working 24 -hour shifts at the firehouse. I'm going 217 00:11:41,190 --> 00:11:42,190 be singing nights. 218 00:11:42,630 --> 00:11:47,090 Then let's make a promise to each other right now to always show up for each 219 00:11:47,090 --> 00:11:50,490 other. I'll be there for your shows in the evenings, and you see me off in the 220 00:11:50,490 --> 00:11:54,950 mornings. No matter how busy or tired we get, that's the deal. You and me 221 00:11:54,950 --> 00:11:55,950 against the world. 222 00:11:58,050 --> 00:11:59,350 You and me against the world. 223 00:12:02,700 --> 00:12:08,640 take it all right everyone i want you to welcome our new probie 224 00:12:08,640 --> 00:12:15,400 donald hart now there's one unbreakable rule here until you can 225 00:12:15,400 --> 00:12:21,100 fold the hose into a hotel pack load it on my truck in under a minute you cannot 226 00:12:21,100 --> 00:12:27,100 use the hose understood sir so are you ready i'm not ready i feel like i'm 227 00:12:27,100 --> 00:12:29,820 die you get nervous just look at me i'll be right here 228 00:12:30,890 --> 00:12:32,370 Here goes nothing. Go. 229 00:12:40,730 --> 00:12:45,470 Not bad, Proby. Thank you, sir. Not good either. Two minutes, 14 seconds. 230 00:12:46,830 --> 00:12:48,430 That's us, 113. Let's move. 231 00:12:49,430 --> 00:12:50,590 Come on, Proby. 232 00:12:51,650 --> 00:12:52,650 Showtime. 233 00:13:12,159 --> 00:13:13,640 Hey, come on, ladies, sing it. 234 00:13:23,840 --> 00:13:26,960 I need you to get out there. It's a three quarter line. Start holding this 235 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:27,960 down. 236 00:13:33,800 --> 00:13:34,800 Hey, 237 00:13:34,920 --> 00:13:39,840 what do you want me to do? Crowd control. 238 00:13:42,940 --> 00:13:44,080 Welcome to the big league. 239 00:14:04,910 --> 00:14:05,910 I'm Margo. 240 00:14:06,050 --> 00:14:08,770 I got a manager. 241 00:14:09,150 --> 00:14:11,890 I told you. You are going to be famous. 242 00:14:14,670 --> 00:14:19,470 Robin Don. 243 00:14:20,250 --> 00:14:21,250 What is this? 244 00:14:21,710 --> 00:14:22,710 Bacon eggs. 245 00:14:23,050 --> 00:14:24,050 Need a full look. 246 00:14:34,609 --> 00:14:35,609 252? 247 00:14:35,850 --> 00:14:37,370 Going in the wrong direction, probing. 248 00:14:45,470 --> 00:14:48,890 Cardo, it's where the tap lines knock down these flames. Cap, what about me? 249 00:14:50,430 --> 00:14:51,430 Crowd control. 250 00:14:53,890 --> 00:14:59,250 All right, folks, back off, all right? Give us a little bit of room, okay? 251 00:14:59,470 --> 00:15:00,470 It's a public street. 252 00:15:01,070 --> 00:15:03,870 Just taking some pictures for my wall. Look, we're fighting a fire here. 253 00:15:03,870 --> 00:15:06,950 fighting a fire. You're just being a goon. I said back up! Park! 254 00:15:07,550 --> 00:15:11,610 Park! You've been showing up tired, hungover, tip on the hair trigger. 255 00:15:11,930 --> 00:15:14,810 Listen, I know you've had a hard, shaken life. 256 00:15:15,830 --> 00:15:18,650 Now you want to keep being angry at the world and making things worse? 257 00:15:19,190 --> 00:15:21,810 Or do something about it and make it better? 258 00:15:23,030 --> 00:15:24,030 Better, sir. 259 00:15:25,590 --> 00:15:26,590 Thank you. 260 00:15:33,230 --> 00:15:34,230 Take some rest, Donda. 261 00:16:16,620 --> 00:16:17,399 What happened? 262 00:16:17,400 --> 00:16:19,320 Captain Foster let me use the hose. 263 00:16:20,360 --> 00:16:25,780 There was just a little brush fire, but... Why is your suitcase out? 264 00:16:26,440 --> 00:16:28,420 Because I'm packing it. Packing for what? 265 00:16:29,480 --> 00:16:30,480 Rome, Paris. 266 00:16:30,920 --> 00:16:34,820 I forget after that, but, um... I'm going on tour. 267 00:16:35,240 --> 00:16:37,000 You're kidding. Dicks, that's amazing. 268 00:16:42,090 --> 00:16:45,210 But how? You haven't even cut your first record yet. Oh, the label has me back 269 00:16:45,210 --> 00:16:46,210 in feed hills. 270 00:16:48,830 --> 00:16:50,230 You're going to be a backup singer? 271 00:16:51,590 --> 00:16:53,370 Don't say it like it's some dirty word. 272 00:16:53,770 --> 00:16:55,090 Is this what you really want? 273 00:16:56,210 --> 00:16:57,210 Travel the world? 274 00:16:57,370 --> 00:16:59,410 Get paid to do what I love? Hell yeah! 275 00:17:01,110 --> 00:17:03,350 Okay. How long are you going to be gone? 276 00:17:03,750 --> 00:17:04,750 Nine months. 277 00:17:05,369 --> 00:17:06,369 Maybe a year. 278 00:17:07,390 --> 00:17:09,069 I'm sorry, when were you going to tell me? 279 00:17:09,369 --> 00:17:10,369 I'm telling you now. 280 00:17:10,560 --> 00:17:12,160 Okay, so what does that mean for us? 281 00:17:16,640 --> 00:17:18,859 We always knew this ride wasn't going to last forever. 282 00:17:19,480 --> 00:17:20,480 So that's it? 283 00:17:21,300 --> 00:17:25,079 What happened to us against the world? We made a promise to each other, Dixie. 284 00:17:25,220 --> 00:17:27,060 We've been breaking promises for a while now. 285 00:17:27,780 --> 00:17:31,620 To always be there for each other no matter how busy or tired we got. You 286 00:17:31,620 --> 00:17:32,620 that promise, right? 287 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:35,720 Yeah, you're right. 288 00:17:39,790 --> 00:17:40,790 While I laugh. 289 00:17:41,890 --> 00:17:42,890 Yeah. 290 00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:45,730 Yeah. 291 00:17:47,330 --> 00:17:48,330 I don't know. 292 00:17:50,110 --> 00:17:54,010 Maybe one day the universe is going to bring us back together. 293 00:17:55,410 --> 00:17:56,690 Whatever you say, Dix. 294 00:18:04,970 --> 00:18:08,350 Don Don. 295 00:18:14,220 --> 00:18:15,220 What are you doing here? 296 00:18:15,260 --> 00:18:17,260 My vocal surgeon's across the street. 297 00:18:17,580 --> 00:18:18,700 Had my last pre -op. 298 00:18:19,460 --> 00:18:21,800 Well, of all the cafes. 299 00:18:22,260 --> 00:18:23,960 I mean, you know the universe. 300 00:18:24,800 --> 00:18:26,420 Always brings us back together. 301 00:18:27,300 --> 00:18:32,300 So, what are you grinding so hard on? Oh, it's, uh, I mean, don't tell me your 302 00:18:32,300 --> 00:18:33,300 song right now. 303 00:18:33,380 --> 00:18:36,700 No, it is a, uh, a trauma journal. 304 00:18:37,080 --> 00:18:38,220 Oh, all right. 305 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:40,700 Definitely sent down to this one. 306 00:18:46,159 --> 00:18:49,240 Andrew Clark has his first parole hearing coming up this week. 307 00:18:49,440 --> 00:18:50,239 You're kidding. 308 00:18:50,240 --> 00:18:53,560 I can't believe that murdering son of a bitch could actually go walking free. 309 00:18:53,860 --> 00:18:57,140 I'm trying to make sure that doesn't happen, but in order to do that, I have 310 00:18:57,140 --> 00:18:58,860 make a victim's impact statement. 311 00:18:59,760 --> 00:19:00,940 Without keeling over again. 312 00:19:01,740 --> 00:19:04,480 A friend of mine told me the best way to deal with trauma is just to write it 313 00:19:04,480 --> 00:19:06,040 down so it doesn't overwhelm you in the moment. 314 00:19:07,160 --> 00:19:08,160 How's that going for you? 315 00:19:09,080 --> 00:19:10,080 It's not. 316 00:19:10,960 --> 00:19:14,940 Every time I start to put down a memory, I... 317 00:19:20,110 --> 00:19:23,970 I feel the rage come back and it all just goes. 318 00:19:24,810 --> 00:19:26,590 It's just all fuzzy, I don't know. 319 00:19:27,590 --> 00:19:29,610 And you always did have a temper on your dumb mom. 320 00:19:30,330 --> 00:19:35,410 But I think the problem now is that it's just too painful. 321 00:19:36,650 --> 00:19:37,650 Maybe. 322 00:19:37,950 --> 00:19:42,510 You need to face this before you get into that courtroom and it comes out and 323 00:19:42,510 --> 00:19:43,830 knocks you flat on your ass. 324 00:19:44,470 --> 00:19:46,690 Well, how am I supposed to face something I can't even remember? 325 00:19:46,990 --> 00:19:49,490 You want this piece of crap to pay for what he's done to you. 326 00:19:50,350 --> 00:19:54,390 I mean, you want him to suffer like you've suffered to his dying breath. 327 00:19:54,390 --> 00:19:55,390 than anything. 328 00:19:56,010 --> 00:19:57,710 Then let me remember for you. 329 00:20:02,130 --> 00:20:06,270 I remember waking up to get a glass of water when I heard a scream. 330 00:20:07,110 --> 00:20:08,790 Mom! Dad! That's a fire! 331 00:20:10,190 --> 00:20:15,530 Like no other scream I've heard before since. Dix, please. It's the only way, 332 00:20:15,970 --> 00:20:16,970 Don Don. 333 00:20:17,590 --> 00:20:19,530 Now I remember hearing the babies cry. 334 00:20:20,360 --> 00:20:23,020 Okay, can you please stop? 335 00:20:23,320 --> 00:20:30,280 Most of all, I remember that look on that little boy's face in the hospital 336 00:20:30,280 --> 00:20:32,780 he just realized he had no family to go home to. 337 00:20:43,740 --> 00:20:44,740 Now write. 338 00:20:53,190 --> 00:20:54,310 911, what's your emergency? 339 00:20:54,590 --> 00:20:55,810 The stables are on fire. 340 00:20:56,270 --> 00:20:57,530 Y 'all got to come help me. 341 00:21:03,470 --> 00:21:07,210 Hey, Baker, I wanted two inch and three quarter lines up five minutes ago. All 342 00:21:07,210 --> 00:21:10,390 right, let's go. Let's knock these flames down. With me, Proby. You got it. 343 00:21:26,270 --> 00:21:27,270 Come on, come on. 344 00:21:27,410 --> 00:21:30,910 I got all the lurches out of the barn, but the fire just got so big. 345 00:21:31,210 --> 00:21:34,190 Okay, we'll take care of it. Anybody else on the ground? No, Johnny's away on 346 00:21:34,190 --> 00:21:36,310 business. He can get everybody else left for the night. 347 00:21:38,630 --> 00:21:39,950 Do you have any idea how it started? 348 00:21:40,730 --> 00:21:43,430 It's probably a fault of wire. We both get the whole thing through wire. Okay, 349 00:21:43,430 --> 00:21:43,989 okay, okay. 350 00:21:43,990 --> 00:21:45,790 Stand back here. We'll handle it for me, okay? 351 00:21:46,290 --> 00:21:47,049 All right? 352 00:21:47,050 --> 00:21:48,550 Cat! We got ember, Cat! 353 00:22:00,650 --> 00:22:01,910 They will burn to death. 354 00:22:02,150 --> 00:22:02,929 It's too dangerous. 355 00:22:02,930 --> 00:22:03,930 Should we move the line? 356 00:22:04,010 --> 00:22:05,010 We can't. It's too far. 357 00:22:06,170 --> 00:22:07,490 So we moved the truck. 358 00:22:09,010 --> 00:22:10,670 Ma 'am, you have teeth to the truck? 359 00:22:11,090 --> 00:22:12,270 It was under the visor. 360 00:22:12,810 --> 00:22:14,810 No, no, no, no, no, no. He's got... 361 00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:36,080 Do you copy? 362 00:22:38,460 --> 00:22:39,660 Respond if you can hear me. 363 00:22:40,780 --> 00:22:41,779 I'm good. 364 00:22:41,780 --> 00:22:43,300 I'm coming around the barn now, Kat. 365 00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:47,380 Sorry about your truck, ma 'am. 366 00:22:48,100 --> 00:22:49,640 I don't care about the truck. 367 00:22:51,840 --> 00:22:53,180 Hey, what's your name, hero? 368 00:22:53,880 --> 00:22:54,880 I'm Don. 369 00:22:55,020 --> 00:22:56,020 Don. 370 00:22:56,580 --> 00:22:57,580 I'm blind. 371 00:23:02,060 --> 00:23:03,100 Hey, probie. 372 00:23:03,610 --> 00:23:04,610 You got a visitor. 373 00:23:05,290 --> 00:23:06,350 Me? Who? 374 00:23:06,610 --> 00:23:07,610 You'll see. 375 00:23:10,410 --> 00:23:11,590 What you got for me? 376 00:23:12,490 --> 00:23:14,030 That is lovely. 377 00:23:14,430 --> 00:23:16,710 Don! You remember Blythe? 378 00:23:17,050 --> 00:23:18,050 Well, hi again. 379 00:23:18,570 --> 00:23:21,010 Her family's been very good to the department. 380 00:23:23,050 --> 00:23:24,050 Hi. 381 00:23:25,290 --> 00:23:26,430 I'll give you two a minute. 382 00:23:29,070 --> 00:23:30,870 What, um, this is for you. 383 00:23:34,330 --> 00:23:37,770 Wow. Nobody's ever made me a pilot before. Well, at least I can do it for 384 00:23:37,790 --> 00:23:38,790 helping to save the horses. 385 00:23:39,250 --> 00:23:41,530 I just moved a truck. You saved them. 386 00:23:41,970 --> 00:23:43,190 Well, I'll never forget it. 387 00:23:45,670 --> 00:23:47,010 Hey, would you like to go out sometime? 388 00:23:48,710 --> 00:23:49,710 I don't know. 389 00:23:51,790 --> 00:23:56,770 I've seen your house, but folks like you ain't meant to mix with folks like me. 390 00:23:57,950 --> 00:23:58,950 Says who? 391 00:24:00,210 --> 00:24:01,390 The whole damn world. 392 00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:06,500 Hey, I'm not asking for your hand in marriage, okay? I'm just asking if 393 00:24:06,500 --> 00:24:07,960 up for a little bit of fun. 394 00:24:09,160 --> 00:24:11,380 Come on, Don. When is the last time that you had some fun? 395 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:17,700 All right. Now, to get up, you're going to put your foot in the stirrup and then 396 00:24:17,700 --> 00:24:19,480 swing your other leg over the floor. All right. 397 00:24:20,860 --> 00:24:22,860 Go easy on me, boy. I've never done this before. 398 00:24:23,940 --> 00:24:24,759 Come on. 399 00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:27,380 Quit moving, damn it. Yeah, how about we use a mountain block? 400 00:24:28,340 --> 00:24:29,340 No. 401 00:24:43,740 --> 00:24:45,400 On your way to the rodeo, cowboy. 402 00:24:45,740 --> 00:24:46,740 Oh, yeah. 403 00:24:46,820 --> 00:24:47,820 That'll be the day. 404 00:24:48,100 --> 00:24:49,720 Now, you're just going to give him a little kick, okay? 405 00:24:52,420 --> 00:24:54,760 And this is supposed to be fun? 406 00:24:55,420 --> 00:24:56,420 Yeah. 407 00:24:56,460 --> 00:24:57,460 Most fun there is. 408 00:24:57,920 --> 00:24:58,960 I know something better. 409 00:24:59,220 --> 00:25:03,340 Let the line down a little, and then reach back to your two o 'clock, and 410 00:25:03,340 --> 00:25:04,340 let it go. Okay. 411 00:25:04,400 --> 00:25:05,179 Easy as that. 412 00:25:05,180 --> 00:25:06,180 Whoa, boy. 413 00:25:06,320 --> 00:25:07,320 Easy, easy. 414 00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:11,540 Turns out I suck at this. 415 00:25:15,699 --> 00:25:16,960 Turns out I suck at this. 416 00:25:17,280 --> 00:25:18,760 You giving riding lessons now, Blythe? 417 00:25:19,360 --> 00:25:22,100 Uh, Don, this is my brother Mark's friend Patrick. 418 00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:25,200 Are we not friends anymore? 419 00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:26,720 Not anymore. 420 00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:28,960 Okay, then. 421 00:25:29,740 --> 00:25:30,900 Well, you two have fun. 422 00:25:31,180 --> 00:25:32,159 Oh, we will. 423 00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:33,160 Don't you worry. 424 00:25:33,460 --> 00:25:34,460 It's your ex, huh? 425 00:25:34,700 --> 00:25:35,700 Yeah. 426 00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:38,960 You know, you can take a deep breath and unclench your fists then. 427 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:44,960 Feel better? 428 00:25:45,100 --> 00:25:46,100 A little, actually. 429 00:25:46,260 --> 00:25:47,760 Hey, I could use a drink. 430 00:25:48,700 --> 00:25:49,700 How about you? 431 00:25:50,120 --> 00:25:51,460 Yeah, I could always use a drink. 432 00:25:57,020 --> 00:25:58,020 Okay. 433 00:26:03,900 --> 00:26:06,740 Well, it's official. You are never seen in my apartment. 434 00:26:09,260 --> 00:26:10,780 Oh, oh, hey, go away. 435 00:26:11,060 --> 00:26:13,120 There you go. There you go. Okay. Oh, my God. 436 00:26:14,189 --> 00:26:15,790 Best feeling in the world, right? 437 00:26:16,030 --> 00:26:17,130 I know a better one. 438 00:26:24,070 --> 00:26:27,790 My mom, my dad, and my little sister. 439 00:26:29,790 --> 00:26:34,650 And the worst part is, I never even tried looking for the guy who did it. 440 00:26:37,410 --> 00:26:41,010 The cops didn't even run DNA tests on any of the evidence. 441 00:26:41,630 --> 00:26:42,630 That's outrageous. 442 00:26:43,240 --> 00:26:45,060 But like me, you're used to not matter. 443 00:26:46,180 --> 00:26:47,180 Hey. 444 00:26:47,740 --> 00:26:49,060 Hey, that is not true. 445 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:51,940 You've got a beautiful spirit, Donald Hart. 446 00:26:55,700 --> 00:26:56,700 So do you. 447 00:27:04,520 --> 00:27:05,960 What? What are you laughing about? 448 00:27:06,860 --> 00:27:08,640 I thought this was just about fun. 449 00:27:10,709 --> 00:27:12,590 Yeah, I'm starting to think that's more than that. 450 00:27:14,530 --> 00:27:15,850 Well, then why do you look tense? 451 00:27:17,650 --> 00:27:19,690 That means that it's time for you to meet my father. 452 00:27:33,910 --> 00:27:35,010 You clean up, Naya? 453 00:27:36,590 --> 00:27:37,590 Patrick? 454 00:27:38,320 --> 00:27:40,460 What are you doing here? Just hanging with Mark. 455 00:27:40,680 --> 00:27:42,820 Had to get out of their hair before family lunch. 456 00:27:43,100 --> 00:27:45,400 Yeah, that's why I'm here. 457 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:46,639 Oh, I know. 458 00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:47,800 Meeting the king of the castle. 459 00:27:48,540 --> 00:27:49,540 Smooth move. 460 00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:51,200 Flowers for her, whiskey for him. 461 00:27:51,460 --> 00:27:53,860 He did make one critical error, though. Is that right? 462 00:27:54,100 --> 00:27:55,740 The old man's gonna expect a full Windsor. 463 00:27:57,020 --> 00:27:58,340 Yeah, well, I don't know how to tie one. 464 00:27:59,020 --> 00:28:00,360 Relax, all right? I got you. 465 00:28:01,300 --> 00:28:04,980 I can tell that you're nervous, but he couldn't possibly blow it. 466 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:07,620 He already hates you. 467 00:28:08,490 --> 00:28:09,490 What are you talking about? 468 00:28:09,670 --> 00:28:11,690 I was just telling Mark and me all about it. 469 00:28:12,230 --> 00:28:14,210 I don't want to blast charity projects. 470 00:28:14,530 --> 00:28:15,530 You're out of line, dude. 471 00:28:15,850 --> 00:28:19,670 Just save yourself the humiliation, all right? Get back in that piece of crap 472 00:28:19,670 --> 00:28:20,990 car and drive away. 473 00:28:21,210 --> 00:28:23,010 You don't belong here. You know what? 474 00:28:24,490 --> 00:28:25,810 I'll let life decide that. 475 00:28:26,630 --> 00:28:31,630 You can play dress up all you want. You give a stray a bat, he's still a stray. 476 00:28:43,850 --> 00:28:47,090 I heard what he said. I don't care what he said. This is not how we deal with 477 00:28:47,090 --> 00:28:50,450 things. You bring home trash, you get dirty. Hey, watch your mouth. 478 00:28:52,550 --> 00:28:56,070 Hey, you need to go. You're a mess. You cannot meet my father like this. 479 00:28:57,290 --> 00:28:59,970 Well, from what I hear, it's probably best that I just don't meet him at all. 480 00:29:04,010 --> 00:29:05,250 911, what's your emergency? 481 00:29:05,890 --> 00:29:07,310 I just hit a lady on her bike. 482 00:29:07,730 --> 00:29:09,410 Oh, God, it's all my fault. 483 00:29:17,520 --> 00:29:19,080 The car plowed through a stop sign. 484 00:29:19,420 --> 00:29:20,980 Hit a cyclist at full speed. 485 00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:24,780 The driver admitted he was filming a TikTok challenge to meet him here. 486 00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:28,480 Unbelievable. I'm so sorry. I can't believe this is real. 487 00:29:28,780 --> 00:29:29,780 Do you have any injuries? 488 00:29:29,940 --> 00:29:30,859 Not a scratch. 489 00:29:30,860 --> 00:29:32,280 Of course. What about the cyclist? 490 00:29:32,500 --> 00:29:33,500 Bad. 491 00:29:33,840 --> 00:29:35,900 All right, Rock, Taylor, let's start giving treatment. 492 00:29:36,280 --> 00:29:38,560 Rock, see if we can figure out a way to free her out of here. 493 00:29:38,820 --> 00:29:41,620 Hi, ma 'am. I'm Rock. This is Taylor. I'm going to help you. 494 00:29:42,180 --> 00:29:43,180 I'm Stacy. 495 00:29:43,690 --> 00:29:46,770 I don't know how he didn't see me. I thought he saw me. Okay, you got the 496 00:29:46,770 --> 00:29:47,770 back? 497 00:29:48,070 --> 00:29:50,110 Get her started on fluids, run her wide open. 498 00:29:50,450 --> 00:29:51,409 How's your pain? 499 00:29:51,410 --> 00:29:56,350 I can't feel my legs. 500 00:29:56,890 --> 00:29:58,170 Keep your eyes open for me, okay? 501 00:29:58,710 --> 00:29:59,710 Uh, doc? 502 00:29:59,770 --> 00:30:01,190 You can get her eyes down here. 503 00:30:14,510 --> 00:30:19,050 It looks like it's severing her abdominal aorta. If we move this 504 00:30:19,050 --> 00:30:25,890 That's 10 milligrams of morphine? 505 00:30:26,210 --> 00:30:27,210 Yeah. 506 00:30:28,990 --> 00:30:32,910 Ma 'am, you got a wedding ring there. Is there someone you'd like me to call? 507 00:30:33,750 --> 00:30:34,790 Not that bad. 508 00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:49,000 I left them at home watching Bluey. 509 00:30:49,840 --> 00:30:52,000 I should have stayed home with them. 510 00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:57,640 Why don't you, uh... Why don't you give me your husband's number, all right? 511 00:30:58,880 --> 00:30:59,880 Oh, no. 512 00:31:00,920 --> 00:31:04,160 No, no, I can't have this be their last memory of me. No. 513 00:31:05,520 --> 00:31:08,600 There is someone I'd like to speak to. 514 00:31:09,880 --> 00:31:10,880 Who's that? 515 00:31:22,040 --> 00:31:24,140 Officer, bring him over. She wants to speak with us. 516 00:31:24,360 --> 00:31:28,000 I can't do that. I can't do that. I'm not sure that's a good idea, Captain. I 517 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,320 don't care. This is my thing. She gets to speak her piece. 518 00:31:30,960 --> 00:31:31,739 Come on. 519 00:31:31,740 --> 00:31:32,740 Let's go. 520 00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:39,680 What's her name? 521 00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:44,080 You look at her. 522 00:31:44,640 --> 00:31:45,660 You owe her that much. 523 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:49,600 Freddie. 524 00:31:50,350 --> 00:31:54,090 I'm so sorry. No, no, no, no. We don't have time for your apologies. 525 00:31:56,490 --> 00:32:00,570 Because of you, both our lives are over. 526 00:32:04,390 --> 00:32:10,910 I'll never tuck in my little girls again, but I want you to know I forgive 527 00:32:10,910 --> 00:32:11,910 you. 528 00:32:13,070 --> 00:32:14,090 What? Why? 529 00:32:15,430 --> 00:32:17,770 Because I can see your suffering. 530 00:32:19,050 --> 00:32:20,330 And your road will be long enough. 531 00:32:22,190 --> 00:32:27,610 Because I want you to tell my family that their mom... 532 00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:08,100 Hey. What? 533 00:33:08,920 --> 00:33:09,920 What? 534 00:33:27,900 --> 00:33:28,900 What's going on? 535 00:33:29,020 --> 00:33:32,280 I had something to tell you, but you haven't returned my calls all week. 536 00:33:33,740 --> 00:33:35,480 Why did you go AWOL on me? 537 00:33:36,060 --> 00:33:39,280 Look, I'm sorry, but we always knew that this was never going to work out. 538 00:33:39,520 --> 00:33:41,200 Hey, I never thought that. 539 00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:44,140 Do you love me, Don? 540 00:33:44,780 --> 00:33:45,920 That doesn't matter. 541 00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:47,660 Well, how can you say that? 542 00:33:48,540 --> 00:33:52,560 Because good things always fall apart for people like me. What do you mean, 543 00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:53,640 people like you? 544 00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:57,040 Foster kids. 545 00:33:57,860 --> 00:33:58,860 Screw -ups. 546 00:33:59,540 --> 00:34:01,040 Rejects. Hey, hey, come here. 547 00:34:02,020 --> 00:34:03,020 Come here. 548 00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:04,480 Don. 549 00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:08,560 It may be a part of your story, but they do not define you. 550 00:34:11,120 --> 00:34:12,560 Don't you deserve to be happy? 551 00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:15,020 Yeah, that's not what your father's going to say. 552 00:34:15,659 --> 00:34:18,260 Okay, well, I don't give a damn what he has to say, not if you love me. 553 00:34:20,840 --> 00:34:22,239 The question is, do you? 554 00:34:43,179 --> 00:34:44,739 Dixie, what the hell are you doing here? 555 00:34:45,159 --> 00:34:46,300 I live here, don't I? 556 00:34:46,520 --> 00:34:48,500 I thought you were on tour for another six months. 557 00:34:48,780 --> 00:34:52,040 Turns out Faith can't handle having a backup singer more talented than she is. 558 00:34:54,540 --> 00:34:56,540 Who's this, Blythe? Excuse me? 559 00:34:56,860 --> 00:34:58,860 Blythe, this is my ex, Dixie. 560 00:34:59,840 --> 00:35:00,840 Blythe? 561 00:35:01,540 --> 00:35:04,200 You're cheating on me with a bitch named Blythe. 562 00:35:04,480 --> 00:35:08,040 Watch it. And I did not cheat on you, Dix. You left me, remember? 563 00:35:08,340 --> 00:35:11,680 How could you do this to me? You wouldn't be a fireman if it weren't for 564 00:35:11,800 --> 00:35:12,800 Tell me. 565 00:35:12,940 --> 00:35:14,020 What's she ever done for you? 566 00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:16,140 She told me I was worth a damn. 567 00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:18,680 Baby, she is just telling you what you want to hear. 568 00:35:19,020 --> 00:35:22,240 Uh, no, actually, I did not get to tell him what he wanted to hear, thank you. 569 00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:28,200 Now, I didn't say anything, but we made some calls to lean on National PD to 570 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:32,000 test all that evidence, and... Well, they got a hit. 571 00:35:34,860 --> 00:35:36,180 Wait, they know who killed them? 572 00:35:37,060 --> 00:35:39,280 Yeah. Yeah, they just issued a warrant. 573 00:35:40,129 --> 00:35:42,890 I wanted to take you down to the station. The chief can tell you all 574 00:35:43,070 --> 00:35:44,049 Oh, my God. 575 00:35:44,050 --> 00:35:45,410 Yeah. Thank you. 576 00:35:47,050 --> 00:35:48,050 Okay. 577 00:35:49,470 --> 00:35:51,330 What are we waiting for? Let's go. Yeah, I'll drive you. 578 00:35:51,530 --> 00:35:52,530 Okay. 579 00:35:55,710 --> 00:35:56,710 Bye, Dix. 580 00:35:56,790 --> 00:35:57,790 Bye, Dondon. 581 00:35:59,310 --> 00:36:00,310 I'm glad for you. 582 00:36:07,310 --> 00:36:11,250 Before we conclude the hearing, we will open the floor to any impacted parties 583 00:36:11,250 --> 00:36:15,770 who wish to share their testimony as to whether or not inmate Andrew Clark 584 00:36:15,770 --> 00:36:16,910 should be granted parole. 585 00:36:20,510 --> 00:36:21,510 Anyone? 586 00:36:24,230 --> 00:36:25,230 Anyone? 587 00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:44,140 Please state your name for the record. 588 00:36:44,840 --> 00:36:46,580 Name is Donald Hurt. 589 00:36:51,400 --> 00:36:52,400 Just breathe. 590 00:36:55,060 --> 00:36:59,900 Andrew Clark murdered my family. 591 00:37:01,200 --> 00:37:06,980 20 years ago, I failed to tell this court how much pain and sorrow you 592 00:37:06,980 --> 00:37:07,980 me. 593 00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:09,580 If I had... 594 00:37:10,160 --> 00:37:12,580 I'm certain we wouldn't be here today because you wouldn't be up for parole. 595 00:37:13,060 --> 00:37:18,100 All these years I've been ashamed of myself, and the rage that I felt losing 596 00:37:18,100 --> 00:37:19,760 family only doubled when I couldn't face you. 597 00:37:26,720 --> 00:37:33,580 I spent my life stuffing it down, keeping it inside like it's some dirty 598 00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:35,520 secret. Well, that day is over. 599 00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:38,920 I'm done hiding. 600 00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:40,400 Keeping it in the shadows. 601 00:37:41,400 --> 00:37:46,980 And it's important that I say this in front of those I love because what you 602 00:37:46,980 --> 00:37:49,140 affects so many of them too. 603 00:37:52,920 --> 00:37:57,200 But I've realized that it wasn't you that I was afraid to face. 604 00:37:59,480 --> 00:38:00,820 It was the family that I lost. 605 00:38:05,660 --> 00:38:07,260 I have not been able to say my... 606 00:38:08,660 --> 00:38:11,100 My babysitter's name since the night she died. 607 00:38:13,980 --> 00:38:14,980 Megan. 608 00:38:16,360 --> 00:38:17,360 Her name was Megan. 609 00:38:23,300 --> 00:38:28,360 The idea that you could walk out of here free, that your suffering would be 610 00:38:28,360 --> 00:38:30,540 over, that is unacceptable to me. Period. 611 00:38:34,720 --> 00:38:36,020 Thank you, Mr. Harkin. 612 00:38:36,880 --> 00:38:37,880 I'm not finished. 613 00:38:39,660 --> 00:38:43,760 I got a call recently. 614 00:38:44,440 --> 00:38:49,220 A cyclist was hit and killed by a man who was driving his car and using his 615 00:38:49,220 --> 00:38:53,460 phone. And you wouldn't believe it, but he was suffering more than she was. 616 00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,720 And Mr. Clark just sent me letters for 20 years. 617 00:38:59,240 --> 00:39:03,500 And I never opened one until I got home from work last night. 618 00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:09,200 In his letters, he says that he was just trying to scare my dad, get him to pay 619 00:39:09,200 --> 00:39:13,400 back the money he owed, and that he didn't know anyone was in the house when 620 00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:14,400 set the fire. 621 00:39:14,800 --> 00:39:16,600 He said it was the worst decision he ever made. 622 00:39:18,260 --> 00:39:19,660 And he's still tortured by it. 623 00:39:21,780 --> 00:39:25,080 And reading his words, I think that he is remorseful. 624 00:39:27,000 --> 00:39:28,000 Mr. 625 00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:31,960 Clark, you and I share a horrible bond. 626 00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:37,340 And we're going to take that to our grave. 627 00:39:39,720 --> 00:39:45,620 The wise woman told me recently that holding a grudge is like drinking a 628 00:39:45,620 --> 00:39:51,100 and hoping that it kills someone else. Well, I'm putting that poison down 629 00:39:53,420 --> 00:39:54,780 I forgive you, Mr. Clark. 630 00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:09,620 Thank you all for coming. 631 00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:12,680 There is nowhere else we'd rather be than supporting our cow. 632 00:40:13,260 --> 00:40:14,800 Yeah, you did great out there. 633 00:40:15,240 --> 00:40:16,240 That yes rock. 634 00:40:16,380 --> 00:40:18,100 I could not have done that without you. 635 00:40:19,420 --> 00:40:21,760 Hey, proud of you. Thanks, bud. 636 00:40:23,800 --> 00:40:24,860 You think he'll get out? 637 00:40:25,220 --> 00:40:26,220 I don't know. 638 00:40:26,300 --> 00:40:29,860 The whole board still has to deliberate, but I didn't do it for him. 639 00:40:30,080 --> 00:40:32,540 Well, I, for one, would like to get to know my grandparents a little better. 640 00:40:32,860 --> 00:40:33,860 Am I all, Megan? 641 00:40:33,980 --> 00:40:34,779 Yeah, me too. 642 00:40:34,780 --> 00:40:37,240 Well, if you two buy me a cold beer, I'll tell you everything I remember. 643 00:40:37,880 --> 00:40:39,240 Oh, there we go. I can do that. 644 00:40:39,860 --> 00:40:40,860 Hey. 645 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:49,100 I heard that you ran into Don at that cafe. 646 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:51,300 Don told me what you did. 647 00:40:52,280 --> 00:40:55,500 So... Thank you. 648 00:40:56,100 --> 00:40:57,100 I didn't do it for you. 649 00:40:58,840 --> 00:41:03,820 Well, all the same, if it weren't for you... 650 00:41:05,800 --> 00:41:07,460 I don't think that he could have gotten up in there. 651 00:41:08,000 --> 00:41:12,580 Well, wouldn't be the first time I build him up and you take him home, would it? 652 00:41:14,880 --> 00:41:15,980 Take care, Dixie. 653 00:41:20,100 --> 00:41:21,500 Enjoy him while you can. 654 00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:24,680 The universe always brings us back together. 655 00:41:37,320 --> 00:41:38,880 Buddy, you already had half the bottle. 656 00:41:39,200 --> 00:41:40,900 Well, then we're only halfway there. 657 00:41:41,380 --> 00:41:42,840 My wife and I separated. 658 00:41:43,620 --> 00:41:48,700 I hoped we'd get back together, but Big Daddy made sure that didn't happen. 659 00:41:49,760 --> 00:41:50,760 I'm sorry, pal. 660 00:42:00,260 --> 00:42:01,520 Well, well, well. 661 00:42:01,800 --> 00:42:02,800 Lucky here. 662 00:42:08,490 --> 00:42:09,490 Hi, Dada.